Ha ha ha ha...
If I make a lot of tinsel, then people will want to
If I am hardened, no fear of further abandonment
If I am famous, then maybe I'll feel good in this skin
If I am cultured, my words will somehow garner respect
I would throw a party, still, it would not come
I would bike, run, swim and still, it would not come
I'd go travelling and still, it would not come
I would starve myself and still, it would not come
If I am masculine, I will be taken more seriously
If I take a break, it would make me irresponsible and
If I'm elusive, I will surely be sought after often
If I need assistance, then I must be incapable
I'd be filthy rich and still, it would not come
I would seduce them and still, it would not come
I would drink vodka and still, it would not come
I'd have an orgasm, still, it wouldn't come
If I accumulate knowledge, I'll be inpenetrable
If I am aloof, no one will know when they strike a nerve and
If I keep my mouth shut, the boat will not have to be rocked
If I am vulnerable, I will be trampled upon
I would go shopping and still, it would not come
I'd leave the country and still, it would not come
I would scream and rebel, still, it would not come
I would stuff my face and still, it would not come
I'd be productive and still, it would not come
I'd be celebrated, still, it would not come
I'd be the hero and still, it would not come
I'd renunciate and still, it would not come