First time on earth, going to have to tell you how to laugh
Smile like a star, a young disaster
You fist fight yourself like look for the thread
Try to keep the gloves above your head
Time tied them tight, you can't pick things up
Sit beside, watch while
Today's too much for you... you just wanna go, don't you?
You're damned if you don't and you're dumb if you do
Knock, knock, shoot the clock
Slip into a steep full of sweat
Think you closed your eyes, see the water rise
Swim like a child might
Swear at the sun, fumble your words like a gun
You're rusting in the street, try to trust your feet to find you
Someone unnumb
Today's too much for you... you just wanna go, don't you?
Aching in my arms, you've come to harm
You've come to harm, you've come to harm
Die before you'll disregard the logic in your veins
You say the word again, you hear the word again, until you hate the word again
You step into my room, a thousand of you, a thousand of you
Nobody cries, you slip out of your lies, flick, night, like dies
All of your cells yell "surprise", death and her beautiful eyes
Death had beautiful eyes
Soul in a spoon, heart in a jar, that's what you are
Soul in a spoon, you coming down soon, that's what you are
That's what you are
That's what you are
That's what you are
That's what you are